Not in the romantic sense, but as a friend. I really hope you’re okay. I really hope you’re doing well and doing what you love. I will always feel this way. I will always want the best for you. I’ll always miss you, because I know I’m not what’s best for you and never will be. But I don’t care. You had such a lovely smile. I hope someone is making you smile that beautiful smile. I love you
Sometimes u gotta just admit it when you’ve been a terrible garbage human being EVEN though you might have a mental illness and EVEN though you may be an abuse survivor etc etc that shit does not exempt you from having to be accountable to people you’ve fucked over
“You are the sum total of everything you’ve ever seen, heard, eaten, smelled, been told, forgot - it’s all there. Everything influences each of us, and because of that I try to make sure that my experiences are positive.”
